Thursday, February 9, 2012

3rd Blog entry - Laziness

Dear diary,
          I was like writing our lecture in IT when I opened  new tab for facebook. Then opened another tab for Youtube. Then opened a new tab for games. Then opened a new tab for google. My task bar was like 10 tasks at a time! ^_^ (I pretend to be working hard on school work XD) Everyone does that isn't.
          I have so many assignments this month! We have a project in Social Studies all about Europe (as what? are we reasearching about this to use this in the future like WTH! am I going to use it to my designated work!) Then in our Filipino we need to "hand written" "10 Filipino writers and thier Biography" (*Note: HAND WRITTEN*) And the most important of all... "ENCOUNTER" BOOM! its an encounter with God it costs 400 php but duh who cares? Anything for God I'll sacrifice. Speaking of sacrifice, I must do my devotions now!!
         The hatsune miku wig is also delivered like... Feb. 4?? I think. Then I really jumped around the house its like new year!! XD I'll do the same thing in Encounter too :D

End of Blog update XD

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

2nd Blog entry


Anointment of Oil (January 29, 2011)

                Today was an ordinary day of Sunday service for Lord. It is also my second time in service. There was Lola Jean and Ate Mian for a while; they were both smiling that time.
                I thought I was late. When I got there, the mass started exactly by the time I’ve arrived. We Worshipped Lord God, then we listened to the preach of Reverend. Though I didn’t listened but I know what his point. The Power of God is in us that time, only it’s just sitting in silent.

                When the time we were ready to receive Lord’s Grace, the elders first received the oil then us. I heard Prayers of the Pastor saying to bless this people! May you feel the presence of the Holy Ghost! Everyone… started crying, screaming, growling, falling, fainting, rolling, sitting, kneeling, and most importantly Praying. It is time for us to be blessed. My spiritual Mother by the time she was touched with the Oil she started to tongue.
                In Corinthians 1 12:8-10, it is there explained the gifts we may wish or can be given to us by God. The one I mentioned is “Tongues”; it is a gift that lets us speak in different languages when we share the Words of God or just simple Praying. IT IS NOT the literal language we hear: French, Latin, German NO… You cannot understand it unless you have the gift of “Interpretation of Tongues”.
                It is my turn to receive God’s gift. Before the day of Sunday, I already gave up everything in my life. The wrong deeds I use to do. I don’t know, I just gave up to Lord and let him lead my life once and for all. The Pastor touched my head with the oil knowing that I may or may not react, thinking that I may faint or Roll to floor. The pastor said something to me, it made me scream and cry for God. My legs felt unusual, it’s shivering. My hands were cold, my feet are weakening then, and I fell right to my knees. I cried aloud knowing my gift was supposed to be “Wisdom and Knowledge”. I closed my eyes and continued to let my tears flow, someone raised me up and I hold her tight but then I fell again. I’m losing my mind… Jamaica my church and school mate helped me to stand and walk to my chair. From there, I just let my emotions flow. Knowing that everybody else does it too, so why can’t I?
                After everyone is blessed and received the gifts of God, we just continued our revelation to God. Jamaica was fine again but when the worshipping gotten on its middle, someone started screaming. My eyes we’re closed that time knowing I must concentrate but I know it’s Jamaica who started screaming. I and my Mamai started growling “Yes Lord! Hallelujah!!” I’d somehow tongue myself but I know it wasn’t me, everyone was doing tongues. I just happen to slightly understand.
                It was a real Mistake to even open my eyes during the worshipping. I saw someone… rolling on the ground. I was curious of who that was because I’m so amazed. The Power of God who is just sitting started to put everyone on their knees!

                After the worship, I started to look for Ate Mian because I have something to give for her. The Cell groups started to gather as Command. Leacel my sister in spirit told me that she experienced “Prophecy”. It is a gift which you can see Lord, angels, even demons. It is very rare to someone to receive this gift. She said she was in a room painted in white, inside was a man who hugs his knees. The second vision was, feet that is nailed together. I told it to my Spiritual Mother then she told it to our spiritual Grandmother namely “Ate Jean”.” Only if we know someone who can interpret Leacel’s vision” she said. I’d wished I can interpret visions!
                Then I saw Ate Mian sitting on the back, somehow in tears. I was asking why the whole time but no one answers me. I got distracted because of Ate Mian’s condition. The smiling her disappeared. “Oh! So I wished to know why!” I said to myself while our cell Leader was talking (sorry Lola Jean!). My spiritual Mother answered when I’d asked she said “Remember the person who rolled on the floor?” I was so shocked that no words can explain my pity for Ate Mian.

                After that, we started to eat vegetables which “LEACEL” finds it hard to eat. So, she ends up eating nothing at all! We helped washing the dishes we used for the food and bid farewell to all.

                Arriving at home. I read the text messages in my phone. I read my Mother’s; it’s a secret whatever the message is! >.< (I was accused to be a Liar because from 9am-2pm I was at church and she said “is that what you’re church teaches you?)

                After that I played games on the computer and started doing this! ^_^ I want to share this story to inspire others to join our RISE UP community at NOVALICHES BRANCH! Located at BRGY. GREATER LAGRO and Near LAGRO HIGH SCHOOL!

                                PRAISE THE LORD!!!

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

1st Blog entry

Dear Diary,
Today my day is messed up then made you. I don't even know if anyone would read this but hey, never let my spirit down!! oh yeahh!!. By the way, I'm going to be absent in Januray 30 because I'm going to wait for the delivery of my wig (very first wig!! :DD).

While I'm in school (I'm junior by the way), we happen to be talking about LOVE then they asked me about my crush for 3 years! (which I do not consider as crush anymore but something else.. >.<) We talked about Adrian, then told them how we become friends and all. It just happen that I'm still in the process of forgetting him, and it's hard. Oh well.

Now, we need to submit A lot of things in school ( hope it catch up!! ) its near to summer and I'm going to be senior soon... ugh, don't want to be one!!! Anyways I have 3 blogs now. First was a "journal", then "My way to my dreams, then "My diary!".

I also happen to be a big fan of Alodia Gosiengfiao and Ashley Gosiengfiao!! Amazing Cosplayers!! :>


Sincerely,
Lorein <3